New and improved.

A lot of things have changed since April. My job is gone. My faith is renewed. One of my best friends is back in my life. That is until she moves away. Crushes have come and gone. My hair is red. You know, growing up and stuff. It happens so fast.
Any comments?

We are rainbow warriors.

Woah.
This week has been really crazy.
Everything is good now.
I spent like all day yesterday outside.
I love it!
I'm hanging out with my friend Ian today.
I don't know how that will be.
We've never really hung out alone and he's kind of shy.
Maybe i can get a bunch of my friends to play man on ground today.

OH! I got a job finally.
Steak and Shake.
It's really lame and greasy, but it'll do.
I'll have money everyday from tips and i'm going to look really lame in the uniform.
Bow ties are the best.

Rainbowwarriors.

Mistakes mistakes.
That's what spirituality is all about.
I'm glad that i'm confident when i make mistakes that God will forgive.
And there isn't intensive guilt anymore.
Let's not get too confident.

Crosses all over the boulevard.

I haven't posted in a while.
I do that a lot.
I get a life and abandon all blogs.
I still haven't a job.
But i have a boyfriend.
That sounds lame, but that's a new thing.
I never have boyfriends especially not one that i think
could actually go anywhere.
I like him a lot.
It's still new thought.
I'm trying really hard to do this relationship right.
God is my number one priority still and understands and respects that.
He's trying to achieve the same thing.
No touchy touchy.
That just ruins things.
I don't want to see him everyday because that also ruins things.
I just want this relationship to last.
I like him a lot.

School is lame.
I have 43 days left and it's going by extra slow.
Spring retreat was last weekend.
That was an amazing experience.
I got way closer to God.
And i'm sticking with it.
I felt Him on my heart the entire weekend.
I was directed to where i should take my life.
He let me know that i should use my voice.
That's all i know right now.
I'm trying to be patient.
Actually i'm trying to live a life of love.
And it's more difficult than you'd think.
Reversing how you've always thought is a challenge, but the results will be wonderful.

Wrong song to listen to.

I've caught the hiccups.
Ew. I hate themmmuh.
Today was okay.
I didn't end up going to JoMo last weekend, but i hung out with Lauren instead.
We had a lot of fun.
She's the kind of friend that i need.
I hope she doesn't disappear like all the other ones.
We both don't really have best friends.
Ones that we can count on.
I hope she can be mine.
How childish i sound, but life isn't fun without a bff.
The hiccups are still here.

I'm dancing with strangers.

So, i survived the night of the twisters last night.
Barely that is.
Three panic attacks yesterday.
That's my favorite part about being insane.
One minute you are walking to Journalism class the next you are on the floor.

I'm sorry Strafford, that you got blown away.
I really hope the Gryffin is okay.
I have memories there that i would to survive.

HICF's Cd release show is on Friday in JoMo.
I'm being forced to go by John.
Because i missed Parkway Drive and apparently that's a sin.
So now i'm being forced to go.
Shelby and Shelby in JoMo once again.
Oh the memories.

Satan said dance.

I. Am. An. Idiot.