Intoxicate me now.

Break is almost over, and i can't wait to go back to school.
I've been too lazy for the past couple of weeks.
Christmas was a lot of fun.
Keirsten and i have been hanging out a lot lately.
We saw Juno together, which is ironic because she's pregnant.
With my little nephew.
Thundercats a go!

It's New Years Eve tonight.
I'm going to my small group's party.
I hope there are people that i actually like there, because Shelby and Megan are going.
I really hope Shelly doesn't bring the "gun" fags.
I might have to intentionally crash my car into a tree.
Branna is still in Seattle, i'm bored out of my mind.
She needs to come home so we can do nothing together.
Like talk about how fun Tiger Army is going to be.

Whatever. I'm going to bounce.
Oh yes.

The dress looks nice on you.

It's snowing!
Snow snow snow snowing.
Last night was fun.
I attempted to watch the last pirates of the Caribbean movie with Derek and Brenna.
It's always difficult to watch movies when Derek is around.
I'm glad i made it home this morning before the snow anihilated my poor little car.
I made fudge this morning.
With my mom.
I hate cooking things for other people.
I made it, i should get to eat it.
I guess i'm hanging out with Isaac tomorrow.
Let's see how awkward that's going to be.
I hung out with Gideon on Thursday.
I've missed him.
I've missed all of my friends.
Another person died that my friends were friends with.
It all brings me back to October.
People need to quit dying.
It's all apart of growing up says John's brother and Mr. Lund.
Growing up ain't fun, betch.

I can make this.

Quit it.
Please.
I can't stand anymore crying.
Don't take him until i'm gone.

Please.
Make it easier.
Help me be strong.

lovely.

Woho.
Church was yesterday.
That was a good time.
It's really cool to see people get saved that you never thought would.
Tony's death made people realize that life is too short to live away from God.
I think that all deaths that happen at a young age or are just out of the ordinary for the un-jaded serves a purpose.
It's hard to watch those people who knew him best cry because it brings me back to when Seth killed himself which wasn't long ago, only a couple of months, it's hard to feel again.
But God understands.
When Jesus was on Earth God felt the emotions of humans.
Jesus and John the Baptist were good friends and when Herod had John the Baptist beheaded he felt the pain of grief for a loved one. Jesus even traveled to a solitary place to mourn.
And now every time God takes a life he remembers the pain that death causes, so it breaks his heart just as much ours.