I'm in the business of misery.

Graduation was yesterday.
My brother graduated but he didn't walk.
Same with Jordan Wilson.
My cousin walked though.
How very cute she is.
HICF tonight i hope i can get a ride up there.
Isaac confessed his love for me.
=/
Why can't i just be friends with the guys who make me laugh the most?
First, it was Alex Murdaugh.
Now, it's Isaac!
And on top of that Kyle wants me back.
I think i'd rather be single.

Dear Heavenly father,
Keep us safe in our journeys.

Feed it on fever.

I need you now more than ever now.
Please give me the desire to forgive her for forgetting me.

Pouding headache.

So tonight was another show.
Isaac the lights guy for HICF came and picked Shelby and myself up today.
It was very fun.
Isaac is a very nice man.
and he can compete with me in the grammar department.
We went and ate with all the guys from HICF at Drury's student center
and than we went thrift store shopping.
It was a good time.
The show started they were awesome as usual.
There wasn't many people there so it was like we were just watching them practice.
It was hella fun.
HICF always incorporates us somehow.
We had lots of fun.
Hannah's Cry sucked and gave me a headache,
Scarswillfade were okay.
Maybe Dustin will be able to remember what i look like now.
Even though i didn't talk to him.

Thank you god for giving me people who can keep me in line
and watch over me.
Thank you for these angels once again.

I can never stop thanking the lord for my friends.

Hey this is the summer.

Last night was prom.
It was pretty awesome.
Shelby and I had a lot of fun.
The guys we went with were kind of eh though.
Jarred kept trying to get fresh with Shelby.
He really doesn't get the hint that she doesn't like him.
Mason was pretty cool.
We danced like crazy because it wasn't our school and we would never have to see these people
again.
Everyone stared.
I loved it hahaha.
Some reporter guy who was doing a piece on their prom for the paper
came up to Shelby and me and told us it wouldn't have been a dance if we wouldn't
have been there.
Because we started off the dancing.
We got hit on by some boys.
That was a good time.
The DJ's were awesome.
They danced with us.

I am finished with you.

So last night was my friend's band showcase.
It was more like a bunch of friends getting together and chilling.
It was so fun.
My friend's band Here I Come Falling and Better Left Behind played.
Also, my friend Jeff played but i think he was filling in for some
guys that canceled.
Kasey was pretty outgoing.
Because he was surrounded by friends.
It was boring because they didn't play for a while and i was about to fall asleep
in our chair train.
But than Jeff played his little covers.
He's actually a pretty good singer.
I've never noticed in church before i guess.
He came with that pretty girl from One Star Story.
Jeff and i resolved our talking-through-my-cousin problems.
Hahah.
Than Here I Come Falling played.
They were good as always.
No one played that many songs.
It was better that way.
I hate standing forever.
We were going to leave after that but i was telling Colby the lead singer of HICF goodbye and
AJ the lead singer of BLB heard me and roped me into standing next to Issac
and watching the whole thing.
It was fun.
Britni got in a better mood because James from The Rose Theory convinced her to
walk to the gas station and get chips.
Hahha.
Shelby,me and Issac danced the whole time.
I love those boys whole bunches.
It took us about seven thousand years to actually leave the Gryffin
because we kept getting attacked by conversations.
I'm very fortunate to know these guys.
They are all very inspiring.
I'm going to miss my HICF boys when they go on tour this summer.
At least i get to have a picture of Kasey in feetie pajamas.
That will be the highlight of my life.
=]

Thank you God for bringing me these angels into my life.
PROM TONIGHT.
You excited to hear my next blog?

Why is this happening?

So i broke up with Bryan.
Hahhaha.
I know it's very sudden but it's one of those things where you think you like them more than you really did and than you dread hanging out with them.
But we still are good friends.
He still texts me constantly ahahha.
Ergh.
Half day tommorrow.
Blergh.

Thank you for bringing me home yesterday.
I'm free to do your will.
Amen.

And i will never forget you.

So today i was pretty ballsy.
I went to Bryan's house after school and i rang his doorbell and gave him a flower
and asked him if he wanted to date me sometime.
And he was all dfjkjdkjkf yes!
And i was djkfjksdjf woo hoo!
Hahhahah.
Than we hung out all day.
We are cute blah blah blah.
I missed small groups today.
I need to be focused with the Lord and not let this boy distract my life apart.
Church tommorrow though.
Maybe He will send me another message.

Dear Lord please give me strength to focus on you.
Give me the strength to stay with you always.
Amen.