With me you'll have no reservations.

Last night was the As Cities Burn/Cool Hand Luke show.
It was really good.
Except for the fact that everyone needs to forget about how i was.
And see me as i am now.
I met a really nice guy though that apparently remembers me from when he used to go to
school with me.
I invited him to Wednesday night dinner.
Crisis bathroom situation involving me,Shelby and God.
I'm trying to balance my opinionated self and everyone around me.
I can't get into anymore fights with people.
It's emotionally and spiritually draining.
I'm just going to try and coincide with everyone.
And stick my with my true friends.
I caused myself to have a headache last night and i think it grew into the stomach flu because i stayed home to die today.
Urgh.
Oh well.
I don't think i can go to small groups tonight.
Lamecore.
Hopefully they will pray for me in my absence.

Prayer to God:
Give me strength to overcome the physical world.
Show me in the end all there is is you.
Help me believe and fill me with the holy spirit.
I devote my life to you.
Amen.